Sunscreen: Is it an enemy or a friend ?

Hello everyone, I would like to thank you for reading my posts and following my blog. Please feel free to share with your friends and family.  In this post, I will talk about my opinion about sunscreens and will recommend a homemade product that will replace the sunscreen you have which is most likely filled with harsh chemicals.  There will also be a giveaway ;) so please read until the end :)
More and more people are afraid of the sun and bathe themselves and their kids with sunscreen to protect their skin from cancer. However, cancer is on the rising so I don't think the sunscreen is helping !!!
More and more people are vitamin D deficient....just ask your friends and family and I can assure you a lot will have a deficiency.
We get our Vitamin D from the sun but when we lather our skin with sunscreen , we are not giving the sun a chance hence the deficiency, the depression , mood swings, irritability and anxiety. So get out in the sun and get your vitamin D from the source not from supplements. 

There are plenty of articles out there stating the harsh chemicals in the sunscreen so I ask you: Which one is more harmful? The sunscreen? or the sun?
In my opinion, and according to plenty of research and articles written about the subject the sunscreen is more harmful to the skin than the sun. 
As you all know me by now, I like to link articles to my blog because I do not claim to be an expert on anything. I research, use common sense and like to break it down in simpler terms to the people who follow me ( Thank you for the follow and support....there is a free giveaway, keep on reading LOL).
http://static.ewg.org/reports/2014/teensunscreen/pdf/EWG_teensunscreen_guide_2014.pdf
According to this guide choose sunscreen that has an SPF of 50 or below and avoid the following: fragrance, oxybenzone and vitamin A. 
There are articles stating the benefits of sunscreens and others stating the harm of sunscreens.  However, try to consider the motto I have been living by since I began my journey to healthy living:
"if you can't read it , don't eat it or put it on your skin."
The following are few tips to help you decide what to do when it comes to sunscreen and sun:

1. Get out in the sun more. If you are at work all day, eat your lunch outside or take a quick walk during your break. 
2. If you are going to be in the sun for a little bit and you are fully clothed , there is no need for sunscreen.
3. If you are going to be in the sun before 2:00 PM and for a period of time longer than 2 hours use a homemade sunscreen.
4. If you are going to be in the sun after 4:00 PM there is no need for sunscreen, the sun is not harmful.
5. Visit EWG and type in the name of your sunscreen , they will tell you how hazardous it is in case you bought a big case of sunscreens from Costco and you don't want to throw it away.
6. Make your own sunscreen or support small businesses on Etsy and buy homemade sunscreen if you don't have time to make your own. I have tried the sunscreen from Mama Dre's and it does work. My kids were in the sun all day and they didn't get burnt.  https://www.etsy.com/shop/MamaDres?ref=search_shop_redirect

Homemade sunscreens are the best in my opinion, however, you have to be aware that they do melt easily so you can just stick them in the cooler if you are on the beach or at the pool or your fridge when you come back home.  They are more oily so my advice to this is let your skin absorb it for few minutes before you get in the water. 
Here are the ingredients in Mama Dre's sunscreen stick :  coconut oil, beeswax, Shea butter, hemp oil, vitamin e, zinc oxide and vanilla. 
What is Zinc Oxide you say ? Well here it is http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zinc_oxide.
Zinc Oxide was used as a salve for eyes and open wounds in the Indian medicine, it was also used by others such as the Greeks, the Romans, etc.... So in my dictionary, this is safer than most of the ingredients available in the commercial sunscreens. 


NOW HERE IS THE GIVEAWAY

In order to continue to support small businesses I would like to send 10 of my followers homemade sunscreen sticks from Mama Dre's. Here are the rules in order to be entered in the giveaway:

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ORGANIC VS CONVENTIONAL? TIPS THAT MAY HELP YOU CHOOSE

Long time ago, fruits and vegetables were referred to by their names rather than organic or non organic because humans practiced traditional farming or forest gardening. 
Then the pesticides and harmful fertilizers were introduced and of course we got greedy and we didn't care about our well being and began mass production and mass harming of fruits and vegetables. 
Therefore, we have to differentiate between fruits and veggies grown the "old fashion" way and the ones sprayed with tons of chemicals nowadays. 
The ones treated with chemicals and harmful substances look pretty and they have a nice color but their taste is horrible.... you don't believe me?? Please try it for yourself!
Try an organic strawberry and a non organic one .... Taste the difference? They look, smell and taste different.
According to this article : http://livefreelivenatural.com/scientists-reviewed-343-studies-see-organic-food-better-heres-found/
Organic produce contain more antioxidants and more nutrients per serving hence the body needs less servings per meal. This piece of information argues the fact that organic produce is more expensive than conventional.  In addition, conventional fruits and vegetables contain pesticides residue that is harmful to the body...so in my opinion, always choose organic.

However, some people may not be able to afford it so here are few tips:

1. Visit your farmers market, check with them if they grow their produce organically and buy from them....their fruits and vegetables cost less.
2. Grow your own. Even if you don't have time you can grow the herbs such as mint, oregano, thyme in pots. I am growing my green onions from the white bulb in a mug in my kitchen. 
3. When you are at the grocery store, make sure to check the "clearance" section usually where they put the items that are about to expire.  You may be able to find some ripe organic bananas or sweet bell peppers etc....
4. Go to Costco or Sam's club if you are a member. Costco has a lot of organic produce such as strawberries, apples, spinach, spring mix, carrots etc.... Sam's club has less of a selection but they do carry sometimes organic blueberries, raspberries, etc...
5. Pick the organic fruits and vegetables that are in season in your area and indulge... For example: oranges are in season during the fall and winter so eat more oranges then; watermelons are in season during the summer so eat accordingly. Back in the day, people ate what was growing on trees,  so what was in season.
6. Reduce buying junk such as sugary cereal, soda, cookies, candies etc... so you are able to afford to buy most of your produce organic. A 24 pack of Pepsi or coca-cola is 9.99 in the US in most stores, for 9.99 you can buy a stalk of organic celery, a large bag of organic potatoes, and 2-3 heads of romaine lettuce. 
7. Finally, refer to the dirty dozen plus and clean 15 list by EWG. https://donate.ewg.org/images/2014_Shopper_Guide_to_Pesticides_in_Produce.pdf

The dirty dozen are the fruits and vegetables that have the most pesticide residue and should always be bought organic are:

• Apples
• Strawberries
• Potatoes
• Celery
• Tomatoes
• Snap Peas
• Spinach
• Cucumbers
• Sweet bell peppers
• Grapes
• Nectarines
• Peaches
• Hot peppers
• Kale
• Collards

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What I eat and How I do it in a day !!!

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A little background of my life: I work full time at a school from 7:15-2:45 , well at two schools ( I am a Speech Therapist) ! I have about 50 students on my caseload and I don't  have an aide or an assistant. I do the testing, I do the therapy, the copies, the calling, etc....
I am also a wife... My husband owns his own business ! Check him out if  you are in Southern California www.coar.co (best mechanic in town )! Seriously ;)

I have an 8 year old son and a 2 year old daughter. 
My son has:



My family :)

1.  Hip hop on Mondays from 4:00-5:00( www.artisticdancemurrieta.com)
2. Music ( Piano) on Tuesdays from 5:30-6:30 (http://temeculavalleychildrensmusic.com/)
3. Swimming on Thursdays from 4:45-5:15 which started at the end of May.

In the fall, he is starting flag football so we might quit dancing for now , we shall see;)

My daughter has swimming on Thursdays from 4:45-5:15. 
I have to be at work at 7:15 AM and my son's school does not start until 8:50 AM. So here is my day....

• I wake up at 5:30 AM and go downstairs. I get the kids' lunches ready which is usually two servings of fruits and it's either pasta or rice for my daughter. At my daughter's school they can warm up her food so I store it in a small glass container and send a plastic bowl so she eats from it. She has broken three glass containers so I learned my lesson.  For my son , it can be a salad or nitrate free ham sandwich with spinach, non gmo organic cheese etc....But it's always two servings of fruits and some veggies for him. Do they eat it all? Sometimes they do and sometimes they don't ,just like any child.
• Then on to my meals...I fill up my glass water bottles with filtered RO water - I pack at least 1.5 liters of water (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reverse_osmosis). Next, I prepare my smoothie which I will drink for breakfast ( I will post recipes in another post) and get my lunch ready. It can be another smoothie or fruits or a salad it depends what I am in the mood for. I always make sure my breakfast is between 800-1000 calories and my lunch at least 500-700 calories. If I don't have enough fruits, I always take dried fruits for snacks. While I am preparing my food, I drink a glass of warm water.
• After I am done preparing my meals , I take everything to the car , start it and go upstairs to get ready.
• After I get dressed, I wake the kids up... I don't dress them up because it is still too early. So by now it is 6:30-6:40 AM.
• I take the kids to my parents where my dad greets the kids and takes them inside... my daughter still cries to this day wanting to stay with me but sometimes she stays asleep . My mother dresses the kids up and dad takes them to school... I am so blessed with the best parents and grandma in the whole wide world.
• On the road, I pray the rosary in the morning ( I am Catholic) on the way to work.
• I get to work at 7:15-7:20 AM and start my day. I finish a 0.75 L of water and start drinking my smoothie about 8:30 AM in order to finish it before lunch lol my smoothies are huge (64 oz)
• I take my lunch around noon unless I am not done with breakfast ( It has happened before LOL)
• I leave work at 2:45 PM, pick up the kids from my parents and we go to the activities listed above...if we have time we do homework , if not we do homework when we get back home. Usually we are home by 5:30 PM unless it's Tuesday then we are not home until 7 PM. I am very glad that we have all week and weekend to complete my son's homework. He brings the packet home on Monday.
• While we are home, I pick up and put things away then prepare dinner.  On Monday, I write the dinner menu for the week and print recipes if needed. Our dinners are 90% of the time vegan. It's always a salad and another cooked dish. I get my recipes from www.allrecipes.com  I am not creative so I follow the recipe LOL . My son is not picky at all and eats everything I make, as for my daughter she recently started eating a little itty bitty of the salad which is a blessing. If you have little ones, try not to force them to eat their greens. Lead by example and they will follow, I promise :) She usually eats her greens either in a smoothie or cucumbers....cucumbers are the only vegetables she will actually eat .
• After dinner, I clean the dishes, make sure downstairs is tidy and we all go up, take a bath and get dressed for bed. My son sleeps on his own but I sleep next to my daughter... I tried everything, I read a lot of books about sleeping. Both my son and daughter wanted me to sleep next to them. I am sure it is a habit taught accidentally by me ;) I used to dread bedtime because I didn't want to waste my time sleeping next to my daughter. Then I started embracing the moment and loving it... I love being next to her now because she is only gonna be this little for a short period of time so I am enjoying every moment.
• After she falls asleep, it is time for me to hit the sack :)

Please note this is my schedule when we are at school...now we are off for the summer and we are not as busy. 

If I can do it, if I can live this healthy lifestyle , anyone can!  Believe me!!! It is all a matter of will, commitment and consistency.


Prepared by my sister

I recently started incorporating more exercise in my life... My goal is to increase exercise because it is so important for the body and mind. 

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Sam's club, do you really have to poison us with your bread?

I was planning on writing about another health related topic; however, few days ago my husband went to Sam's club ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sams_club) and bought the white dinner rolls... Please check out who Sam's club is by clicking on the link!
They look fresh and they smell so good and I had the nerve to look at the ingredients... You would think a simple bread should not require TONS of ingredients !! Then , the SHOCK... Please see for yourself. 
I was able to read few ingredients and the majority I thought to myself "am I reading a chemistry book or just the ingredients in the bread my kids and my husband are about to eat?"

The few ingredients I researched are:

HIGH FRUCTOSE CORN SYRUP:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/High_fructose_corn_syrup

Why do we need high fructose corn syrup in bread? This stuff is used in candy and processed sweets.  High Fructose Corn Syrup is cheaper than sugar so now it's being used in mostly everything that is processed for the "taste" !! It's contributing to obesity, cardiovascular disease, diabetes and many more. Don't forget the GMO ( genetically modified organism) in the corn. This syrup is not found in nature and it is not derived from a non gmo plant; therefore, it cannot be consumed by human  beings who were designed to eat what comes from nature without being heated, processed or whatever done to it.

ALUMINUM PHOSPHATE:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aluminum_phosphate

This is a chemical , in medicine used as an antacid and industrially used as the basis of adhesives, binders and cements.  So because you put corn syrup in the bread and other ingredients I couldn't read, you figured I would get a heartburn or indigestion so AHA we will put the antacid in there so they don't feel it!!! Really now? Are you serious?

It is used as the basis for cement...."Our body is a temple" NOT a construction site. We really don't need stuff that is used in cement .... oh I guess it helps with the baking huh???

AZODICARBONAMIDE:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Azodicarbonamide

This is the stuff that Subway used in their bread until they were called on it and now they removed it. Subway even advertises that they don't use it anymore. So if it is good for us, why didn't Subway continue using it in their bread? If it's good for us, why is it banned in Europe and Australia?

This is the stuff used in the production of foamed plastics as a blowing agent.  So is this bread for humans or for things? I am really starting to wonder now!!!This ingredient  ( I really should not be calling it ingredient), this substance has been identified as the cause of asthma , respiratory illnesses and allergies. Just ask how many kids or adults you know have asthma and allergies nowadays?? PLENTY!!!

I am not a baker, I am just a concerned mother who cannot see these substances being put in bread...the food that lots of people eat daily! So I looked up another brand just for comparison.

http://www.alpinevalleybread.com/organic-dinner-rolls.php

This is what this company has on their website :

Ingredients

Organic Whole Grain Wheat Flour, Organic Wheat Flour, Water, Organic Evaporated Cane Syrup, Organic Honey, Organic Cracked Wheat, Organic Soy Oil, Organic Flaxseed, Organic Cultured Wheat Flour, Organic Vinegar, Sea Salt, Yeast, Wheat Enzymes
Contains: Wheat, Soy
Manufactured in a facility that handles wheat, milk, eggs, soy and tree nuts.
We do not use GMOs in our products. No artificial flavors, no artificial colors, no artificial preservatives.

 

The ingredients can all be read by humans ! We don't need a dictionary or Wikipedia to look up flaxseed or wheat flour. 

Now of course the rolls from Sam's are way less expensive than the 6 dinner rolls found in the Alpine Valley brand; however, just ask yourself do I want to eat chemicals or bread?

Even better make your own bread, if you don't know the recipe google or YouTube one.  If you don't have time like myself to bake bread, just read the ingredients and choose wisely.

One person can make a difference because our kids and our bodies deserve better. So please make a difference in your life . 

I totally wish Sam's club and all the other big companies would remove all these substances from their bread ... let's get back to the basics !

 

Please note: The views and opinions expressed on this blog are solely those of the original author.These views and opinions do not necessarily represent those of Alpine Valley Bread which was picked because this is what the blogger uses in her household. This subject is strictly for comparison and it is not being paid for by Alpine Valley Bread. 

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Benefits of a healthy lifestyle

I would love to sit here and write: your face will clear up, your digestion will be superb and you will get over all your problems once you start.  However, I would not be realistic.
I suggested in my previous post baby steps because not everyone can jump cold turkey into a healthier lifestyle . Let's be real!!! After years of eating doughnuts, hot dogs, steaks, bread etc.... you are not gonna stop over night. You may succeed for a week or so but after that you will start dreaming about junk , literally dreaming about it LOL
When I cut down all junk from the house cold turkey, my son started taking money and buying school lunch without telling me .... Therefore, my husband and I took a step back and let him have junk "once in a while" until we faded it again and now there is no more "once in a while."
Let's get back to the topic ;)
Some people may start benefiting right away, for some it may take weeks, months or years... The key is to be patient which is super hard but I always choose a good quality of life. I know we have one life and we are gonna die anyway but why drag ourselves fatigued and depressed!!! Let's live this one life energetic and light !

Here are the benefits that I experienced and continue to do so :

1. Better digestion...I suffered from constipation ALL my life and I used to stay without a bowel movement for a week ( which is super unhealthy).  At the beginning of this, my digestion started to get better, then it plateaued then better again... I still have room for improvement. 
2. Clearing up of the skin: Again it is not clear all the way and I am not there yet and will NOT give up... at the beginning I broke out SO bad then better then on and off LOL Now I only get few pimples before my period. I also have to tell you that I don't exercise like I should and I don't sweat enough.... I read that our skin is our largest organ.
   "your skin is your body's largest and fastest-growing organ. Skin is your body's coat. It protects you. It helps you stay warm when it's cold, and cool when it's hot. Your skin keeps all your insides in, from your heart and lungs to your blood and muscles. And unless it's cut or damaged, it keeps stuff out, including germs and water. You also feel things through the nerves in your skin." http://www.aad.org/dermatology-a-to-z/for-kids/about-skin Therefore, exercising and sweating is essential so the skin gets rid of all the toxins in our body. I do exercise way more than before though ! I also use the sauna at least once a week ... I am working my way up and again I am all about taking baby steps until you reach your ultimate goal.
3. Less headaches:  I used to get migraine and sinus headaches if not everyday , every other day. It was horrible :( My migraines were so bad that I had to leave work and just go home and sleep. One time I was at the mall and I couldn't see anymore, the lights appeared to be so bright and I had blurred vision , it was so scary!  Since I started a healthier lifestyle , I stopped getting headaches and I don't take medicine. I used to take Tylenol and/or Advil every day ( I am not kidding) , now I don't and I feel way better.  Even if I get a headache now which is very rare, I drink lemon water and eat fresh peppermint or just put it in the water. I totally feel free that I don't have to take medication. 
4. No more heartburn... I used to get heart burns all the time especially if I ate something canned like canned tomatoes or tomato paste. I used to take tums, prevacid or zantac. Now I don't get heart burns at all because I am always eating fresh food.  My husband still does get heart burns because he does eat fast food during the day , he does not take medicine though. He takes baking soda in water which relieves the heartburn or indigestion in no time. 
5. Clearer mind. I think this is the most important one. A healthier and clean lifestyle makes you want to clean your whole life not just the food you eat and the products you put on your body. It forces you to love yourself. I think you also start seeing people for who they are and you are not blinded by fog. Like I mentioned before, I started praying and meditating more, reading inspirational books and quotes all the time. I am learning to slow down and enjoy my kids. This clean lifestyle made me see myself from outside like a third party.   I used to be in a rush all the time, now I prepare myself and force myself to slow down and enjoy the NOW. I am reading The Power of Now by E. Tolle.  For example, I am a clean freak ( just like my mother, she is way worse than me though )! So now if I leave the kids with my husband because I am going out with the girls, in my mind I prepare myself " don't freak out if the house is a mess, you went out and enjoyed the company of your friends and now a little clean up is not gonna hurt) The kids and hubby are helping way more. 
6. Develop love of other beings.... Like I said , I started this for my health and my kids' health and little by little I just started developing love for the animals...It is not like I hate animals but I didn't pay attention to them because I was selfish.  Now the kids don't kill the spiders or the ants in the home, they just take them outside to nature to be where they belong etc.... I did not watch the movies about how animals suffer actually how much human inflict pain on animals to use them for fur, leather , or food!! I don't have to... I know humans are selfish, evil and would do anything to satisfy their needs...

I may not have touched all the benefits....and again I am not a professional. I am a regular person who is talking about her journey and experiences. I hope you are enjoying them...
We need food and water to survive but we need a clear mind and love of self to survive peacefully....  I am discovering myself and my strength while I am on this journey. Some days are harder than others and  I do get upset and frustrated (sometimes too much) but I am learning and accepting.

I wrote this post on 05/26/2014. Now it is 08/11/2015 and my skin is clear !! I don't have acne HOORAY
I keep improving and I developed a love for cooking...If I can do it, ANYONE can I promise

Easy Steps to transition to a healthier lifesyle

In the summer of 2011 I started transitioning to a healthier lifestyle and here are some steps that helped me. Give them a try, you have nothing to lose but a lot to gain.

Step 1: Educate yourself, you spouse and your kids. 

Before I jumped into anything, I started researching, reading books, watching YouTube videos, and following people on Instagram and Facebook. I shared everything I learned with my husband, kids and immediate family. 

Step 2: Remove and Replace:

Then I started removing processed foods, canned foods, foods high in sugar from the home and replacing with fresh fruits, vegetables and grains.  I replaced table salt and cane sugar with sea salt, Himalayan salt and real non gmo sugar. I added spices like oregano, ginger, cumin, etc... to my spices cabinets.  I started reading the labels if I couldn't read the ingredients I didn't buy it. We started buying food with less ingredients such as the bread and pasta. I added organic coconut oil, unfiltered olive oil and grape seed oil and took away the canola oil.  We added more raw food and decreased our cooked foods.  I started with breakfast then added lunch. At this moment, I am raw till 4...where I would eat raw breakfast and lunch and high carb cooked vegan food for dinner.  I decreased animal products and little by little took it away completely. The kids and my husband do eat organic antibiotics free chicken and ground beef. They rarely eat sea food. However, due to me being vegan and cooking at night, most of their dinners is vegan.
I replaced processed ham and turkey with nitrate free and organic ham and turkey for the kids and husband.  I only buy non gmo cheese and we have our own chickens now so the kids and husband eat our fresh eggs. 
The rule of the things we buy : can't read the ingredients, we don't buy. We also buy as much organic as we can.  I think about 90% we buy organic and non gmo project verified i.e., chips, popcorn, snacks for the kids, dried fruits, pasta, bread, chocolate, tea, candy, etc....
I also replaced all shampoos, body wash, deodorant, lip balms, toothpaste with all naturally handmade, fair trade, cruelty free, non gmo bath products. 
I removed our Teflon pots and pans and replaced with cast iron pots and pans.
We didn't eat out as much or we made to go to a place with more organic and vegan selections.
We started supporting small businesses on Etsy and farmers markets. 

Step 3: Lead by example and don't give up.

After few weeks of this, I started feeling way better and then I plateaued.  My face broke out more, I got irritated more and then I realized I wasn't eating enough calories.  My face and digestion are slowly healing. I stopped putting expectations when I am gonna feel like the other raw vegan people out there. I haven't given up and I continued educating my kids and leading by example. When they see me drink a smoothie or eat a salad they want one too.  My little 2 year old daughter way less than my 8 year old son.
I abused my body for years over 25 years, It is not going to heal in 2 days or 2 months, or 2 years .... it is gonna heal whenever it is going to heal but I will not give up.

Step 4: CLEAN

I started cleaning up my life...people who don't belong in my life had to go! Those were the people who are negative, envious and jealous.  I started cleaning out my soul , reading more inspirational quotes, praying, going to church more, praying with the kids etc....


I can write and talk forever.... I also started exercising more and going to the gym more.
Leading a healthy lifestyle is not just eating right, it is thinking right, letting go of the past, staying positive and accepting yourself for who you are.  We can't change others but if we change ourselves, others will follow.